Thoughts of a prisoned man by ninca777, literature
Literature
Thoughts of a prisoned man
Moving on
So used to the sunset falling on these four walls
so used to the noise seeping through all these halls
And yet I feel life is far away
I can never escape
The chains that tie me down
to the ground
What is life on the other side?
Is there freedom from these rules we must abide?
Theres no telling how
I could ever live without
Moving on my life seems so plain
All this structure has, eroded my brain
Corrupted by the restrictions my mind cannot stand
Is this really what God had really planned?
What is life on the other side?
Is there freedom from these rules we must abide?
Theres no telling how
I could eve
here i stand with you in my hands
the mistletoe hung high as was my plan
would you love me if i died tomorrow
but i wont so shed no sorrow
I'm in love with whom I've not seen
but i can feel it in my soul so serene
i believe in love lasting forever
but can ours ever endeavor
a storm brews over head
but we are safe inside this bed
we'll dream tonight and dream no fright
i love you is what she said and then good night
i hate the fact i am who i am and what revolves around me
i hate what i do and how it stays and haunts my sleep
the darkness that consumes has swallowed my thoughts
my heart is like a fallen star and in hell it rots
broken down i swear in agonized vengeance
the pungent aroma seeps the air as her skin offers no resistance
my mind is swallowed by the blood soaking my hands
all for the pain of this love we share across the land
so on my sadistic mascaraed of carnage and gore
i let my love diminish until it breaks on the floor
I had never known what pain and poverty really were. Sure I had heard of it often seeing as I worked at the local soup kitchen in Boston. Many times I would see the men and women that would walk in, what pain hid in the eyes of such beautiful people. I was unlike them I had jobs, a place to call home, a family, and above all some hope. I would see these faces walk in tainted by this awe of infested danger, inside their minds dwelled dark questions like Why Me? What did I do wrong? or Is there anything left to look to why I must live to see another sun rise while everything in my world has been set? I co
in this moment of what feels like a lifetime in eternity
i hold you close as we gaze into eachothers eyes just you an me
in a room filled with chaotic sounds
we hear nothing as it all drowns
all we've ever dreamed of happenning right before our very eyes
we hold hands as we kiss how the tendernous of the touch makes us fly
we close our eyes and we begin to dream
the most beautiful things we've ever seen
we look back into eachother's eyes with a love that burns like a flame
there is nothing that could make this moment stop as we're one in the same
we breathe eachothers breath as we both slowly come back to reality
the noise returns
Blossoms form as the rose buds wilt away
a tragic performance perfect for display
a romantic hearts dressed casually as a liar
a spark is lit to start an enormous fire
the bugle blows as the drums beat along
never let your dreams be far gone
o disastrous chaotic melody
play something sinister for me
let the king have his men
and the world crumble again
a river churns a meandering path
her heart skips as she's running fast
freed from salvation she has fallen in time
freed from her body she's freed in her rhyme
her voice echo's as brilliant as a flower
as the blood drips from the top of the tower
I love you more than you could ever know
at times i despise that fact i can even love
my heart is like a burned down forest from your hearts fire
as cheesy as this may be to be yours is my only desire
i wish that when you read this you will realize my love for you
how i stay awake and pray to one day be with you
o how the tenderness of your lips brushed mine at one time
how your smooth body lures my mind every time
how your brilliance lightens up my every move
i love you to the point i don't know what to do
A beginning must always come to an end
A love born with the sole desire to be broken,
Scriptures written from the hand of the betrayer
a foul stench found inside the purest of prayers,
Hope is lost but only with a bigger spark is it born
Born again into the shadows from which it was torn,
An angelic voice sings a song as the blade falls
Love or lust which one stands while the other crawls,
A song for the love of both a hawk and a dove
Does it not smile upon the blaring sounds of the drum,
Driven from his home neither angel, demon, or man
this story is born not so long ago in not so distant land,
So is written the song of the bards
Finally i thought as i looked down the corridor and witnessed my own death. I stood beside my body in complete wonder. what was it that made me feel happy to leave my life in the shadowy grave. Maybe it was the fact that after 18 frustrating years i'd finally had enough and gone mad. I didn't even know if i was dead to be quite honest i always felt this odd still calm and creepily cold feeling run down my back when i drifted off into sleep. it was as if my life was on hold and i entered someone elses body far from that of my own. And i've finally proven that. yes though i have one body physically dead the body of which is in my dreams has fin
It's just the same as it was yesterday
they tore me down and i felt the blade
broken walls of age old neglection
bruises from fights I've never mentioned
tears pour down and sting my heart
with every little bit thats not torn apart
when the moon seem like your closest friend
remember i was there before and will be at the end
and its always when i'm falling I see the truth
all the lies i sung just for proof
blatant tears of black stained crimson snow
drown the innocence of all my sorrow
i'll be there for you when indeed you fall
i'll take the break and i shall crawl
so when the brilliance of the night fades away
the black stain
Fueled by a passion that breathes hotter than fire
I look deep inside me and see the desire
The world that I know is turning up side down
And the people I love kick me while Im down
Where to go and how to get there is the question
But my mind has thoughts Ill not mention
My life has been caught in a spinning disc
A new type of sound in an old style of music
All my life Ive been fighting for just me
And now I look back its just a sweet tragedy
A life lived well inside a controversial world
A confusion lost inside an innocent girl
The diamond glows like a firefly
but the clouds will not reveal the sky
And
Coming home to have no home
a lost dream within a poem
A cry for freedom is answered by a whip
my body is bruised and scarred are my hips
my tender body is now as hard as their souls
I am weak and i hate so much i can't control
you look at me as if i am a beast of burden
but underneath i am truly hurting
i can't describe how much i despise them
and so i sit and write this here poem
maybe in years people will all be as one
but first slavery has to have freedom
no more beatings and cruelty
just people with esteemed humanity
I am but a poet of a deadly muse
In which the sword is my pen to use
The blood that falls is but my ink
A permanent stain that never shrinks
My world is that of rage and hate
Oh let the love enter before its too late
My soul is just a giant black abyss
In which peace is never missed
My name is written Ninca of Ciatar
Ive lost all but few and gained their scars
I once had said in the midst of night
I would never again swing my sword and fight
So I repent for lives that I have taken
With a determination that can not be shaken
To protect those victimized and innocent
And slay the ones that do not repent
Come back Ser
Wishful thoughts bent on a world of chaotic peace
Hostility in love the smoke is thick where I try to breathe
falling and falling Ive been going down forever
I bit the hand that fed me and now my ties shall sever
Explicit love shown on a screen of lust
a familiar feeling of hate and distrust
Belief in God helps me through it all
But why is he so big and I so small
A wise voice once said to keep my head up
I have but Im now sick and have had enough
My play on words to mean nothing in particular
Has become the wise notations for the burglar
A smile broke out on the side of my face
As I saw the impact and the embrace
Fi
Withered hope came to me at last
I brought up the future and saw the past
The breathe I took was to keep me alive
But I am still here as I watched her die
Love went away the day I took it from me
Its not normal for me to live with such cruelty
Let the sun fall as I open my eyes to the sky
Where I stand let the lord hear my cries
I wept silently as a brave man always should
When he is done throwing the body in the woods
I took the life I did not take part to create
Write and wrong which one is the deviate
Ive had more to chew than I could swallow
The rose buds have fallen as well as my heroes
So I seek to uncover the
Tomorrow comes closer every breath we take
And it doesnt help to feel you shake
cold and wet I took you in
warm and bare we shared the sin
nothing ever came from such treason
if you want me to stay then give me a reason
I love you is all I long to hear
but youve lost those words my dear
please dont ever forget what Ive done
because in the end it was all fun
I love you is what I want to say
but do you feel the same way
if so then please just tell it to me
because everywhere I look youre what I see
So love me back and it will all be fine
but love someone else Ive no valentine
here is a reason
A Disturbing Change Within by ninca777, literature
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A Disturbing Change Within
Cold, dark, and wet, I gaze at this empty corridor
Something stares back through the stillness I stand before
I pose a gesture at the empty painting wandering
What monstrosity I could behold and I keep pondering
I look in the school yard where the people once stood
Ive taken a fair glimpse to see more than I should
Nothing is so plain to see than these menacing eyes
I noticed that it wasnt someone else but I
laying ahead in the far wall is a mirror
blood splatter on it makes me cringe with terror
I try to muster my courage but nothing is gained
this bewilderment of a dream that can not be tamed
So one must ask himsel
Inspiration of the Uninspired by ninca777, literature
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Inspiration of the Uninspired
Inspired by nothing but a pen and paper
I sat down to write my lonesome love letter
To whom I wrote I did not know
I read the pages head to toe
It did not soothe my lusting need
But the fuel was just not enough to feed
A line in a carving irritated my thought
I tried to focus but yet I did not
I needed something to feel inside
But what when all my emotions hide
As a hunter that follows his spear
I hold my pen and I keep it near
Inspired by nothing my eyes began to close
But I stayed up just to write some notes
I know not what came of the poem I had written
But to an unwise fool the meaning shall be hidden
Blinded by my thoughts of her I sit in silence
I dream and I dream of her beautiful presence
Wishing to but hear her majestic voice
But shes not here I have to find her theres no choice
I could search until the world falls apart
But I will get to her for its the will of my heart
I need her lullaby to soothe my longing
Just to be with her is what Im wanting
Annie is the name she says
But Ive not seen her yet
To just be by her side
Id give anything no lie
So Ill reach out for as long as I can
And if shes there shell take my hand
The Lustful Woman Slave Owner by ninca777, literature
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The Lustful Woman Slave Owner
I see him working there in the field
his work I will never let yield
I drive him harder with each day
yet he is persistent I am amazed
that these things could be so appealing
with the muscles and listening my heart is beating
they aren't human but barbaric apes
but yet the way he is and all the shapes
should I make a move he would never know
in his mind he'll slit my throat
but I see him stare at me when he bathes me
I pity it for he has no family
even a dog has a mother but not him
o how he is so slim
it isnt done so hold on
I don't know what to do he's not human
but he acts very well maybe if he were I could sue
Standing there waiting for your dreams to come,
you receive nothing.
Life a white canvas waiting for a beginning.
Fingers bruised and reddened searching to strike
the greatest melody.
Waiting as a child, impatient longing for something
better.
Trying to begin anew away from the old, darkness no
longer confines the artist you seek.
On jagged truth the work of a benevolent force is found,
emerging from entropy existence is precious.
Life changed forever.
The adornments you wear show the emblazoned artistry
of the spirit within.
For you to govern your most precious gift, my only wish.
As a sightless owl privy to an all-encompas
Thoughts of a prisoned man by ninca777, literature
Literature
Thoughts of a prisoned man
Moving on
So used to the sunset falling on these four walls
so used to the noise seeping through all these halls
And yet I feel life is far away
I can never escape
The chains that tie me down
to the ground
What is life on the other side?
Is there freedom from these rules we must abide?
Theres no telling how
I could ever live without
Moving on my life seems so plain
All this structure has, eroded my brain
Corrupted by the restrictions my mind cannot stand
Is this really what God had really planned?
What is life on the other side?
Is there freedom from these rules we must abide?
Theres no telling how
I could eve
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hey people that read my poems and what not i could use some critisism in my ways if u think it could be better i would appreciate both comments good and harsh comments i want the truth because its easy to live in a lie so please comment and criticize my works all you want thank you
is it right for a black rainbow to fall upon a sky of mystic lust or for a poet to write his rhyme in blood on a spec of dust, When the canvas of blue covers the midnight sky and the earth begins to break will we all die. Mystery and faith go hand and hand but so do love and hate. Have a drink sit down i'm only 17 but i know what lies behind your frown. my mind is everywhere it should not be my glass if full but the future is misty. Break a leg and hope the cannibals don't get it bash them down with the necrophiliac's. once upon a time just about a minute ago i took all my thoughts and just let them go. as you read what goes on inside my wond